Hurt can sabotage. My true LOVE says no man has loved me properly, so I do things that sabotage the relationship, because I'm always on edge that it will end. He tells me he's there for me, but I put the face of the past on him.
I have worked on my past and have forgiven myself and others, but somehow I don't trust. I go back to thinking it's all about sex. Since I don't trust him all the way, that means I still don't trust myself all the way.
That's ironic, since I wrote an invocation today and the message was trust yourself. The journey is never complete. As you bring LIGHT to, more hurt is uncovered. Now to find it. Finding it means relating it to where it began. Lao Tzu said, 'the way forward seems to go back.' This is why, bringing LIGHT to yourself always uncovers the hurt you are unaware of.
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